Exploring The Backroads: Public History with Jessica Hanson

crumble-- break or fall apart into small fragments, especially over a period of time as part of a process of deterioration. Raw Open Wound. Vulnerability. Open. Hopeful. Myriad of Implied Promises. Broken. Manipulation.  Control. Tactics. Mental. Physical. Suppression.  Pressure. Continuous. Outlets. Question These Also.  Self Potential Doubted. Achieving Ultimate Ulterior Motive? Twisted Web. Bleeding Activist Repressed. Living For Others... Never First. Building Schema/ Experience. 200 Steps Back.  Joke. Deserving. Bitter. Taken for Granted. Forgiveness.  Vicious. Cycle Repeats. Assertiveness Spurts. Rejuvenation.  Broken Once More. Self-Loathing. Determination. Concentration Failing. Torn. Guilt. Revenge. Pointless. Apathetic. No Partnership.  Voice Meaningless. Only Advocate For Me Is Me!  Growth? Destruction. Exhaustion. Equals. Ridiculous Tolerance. Bond. Intimacy. Non-Existent. Cross Vs. Walk Paths?  De...

Setbacks are all part of the life journey, right? I woke up in the middle of the night; I felt something was odd. I try my best to budget my money, while still taking college classes, working limited hours to gain experience in my desired field I am so passionate about, and paying off student loans...all while feeling a bit "too old" to be doing so. I'll be turning another year older in exactly 1 week! Therefore, when something interferes with my hard earned finances, it truly upsets me. I received a notification that was truly upsetting in the wee hours of this morning.  I hope it is resolved soon. It is one of those errors you checked for. Double checked for. Had verification. Then, there was some nonchalant communication afterwards, even though you know you were not "in the wrong." We shall see how this pans out.  I see a lack of sleep in my near future. :/   I am a huge "word" person as an English person.  set·back ˈsetˌbak/ n...

Originally, I wanted to pursue a degree in International Business and auditing. My mother was terrified. She fears accidents travelling. When I got older and began travelling she and my grandmother were always fearful the plane would crash. Neither of them have ever flown. My boyfriend's mother has not either. There are so many planes in the airways and so few actually crash. However, I can see their fears. I just would rather experience travelling and self-fulfillment than worry. Obviously, this is 3 years old but telling nonetheless. Driving to Wal-Mart is riskier than flying :) They do have a point about one thing though...the world is dangerous and unpredictable. As I age, as each person posted about 9/11 last week... and daily as horrible things pop up in my news-feed this becomes more and more apparent. http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-504083_162-57599877-504083/delbert-belton-murder-update-arrest-made-in-beating-death-of-wash-wwii-veteran-report-says/ Every time I see o...